Yes...soooooo I'm going to wall mart, like, rit now....................Eiko-chan, y didnt u comment on my most previous blog?? *cries* waaa!! lol......ya going to da store to get stuff for aplay im doing tom.....wish meluck.......ja!

It's Not Whether You WIN Or LOOSE, It's How You PLAY The Game.... : )

.......................................................but...................OBVIOUSLY it's not like that for MY SCHOOL'S TEAM........no.....no.......no............it's not like THAT, nooo we MUST WIN, that's ALL it's ever about, ........Jade-chan, she hasnt even played throughout the whole soccer season, (she only stays on goalie) and does she get to play? do i get to take her place as goalie? NO, the coach is too AFRAID to loose, "ur coach is playing it rep" said our, assisenent coach, WELL FRANKLY MISS, we're NOT a REP TEAM *knocks on our coach's head* WE'RE A SCHOOL TEAM........U KNO.......EXTRA-CIRRICULAR ACCTIVITES FOR THE STUDENTS.....NOT FOR YOU.......FOR THE STUDENTS.............*inhale...exhale...* i say to assitent coach, "well, you know miss, we're not really look to win, we're trying to have fun here and Jade hasnt been able to enjoy playing yet, and this is her last chance, cause im the back up goalie, and im not going to b here tomorrow...so...she wont get to play..." she stopped mid sentece and agreed, "ur right, ill go tell the coach again"..........course it didnt work. she ALSO...............kept on shouting, "u guys dont LOOK like u wanna WIN! only 4 outa the 11 LOOK like it!" and when sum1 asked her wat time toms game was....she yelled, "cant we just concentrate on THIS game for now??"

Also, our coach has a nice way of saying, "you suck, i dont want you playing," ...she simply....DOESN'T PUT U ON. and, when only....say....3-8 mins r left in the game, she does wat she did to me and another girl that didnt get to play along.....miss walked up to me........"umm...u kno, there's really only not a lot of time left..so there's no point....."-she notices me galring at her-"ummmmm.......! u kno wat! let's try to squeeze u in..." i felt like hitting her. i knew i wouldnt of. but i felt like it. i really did. no....no...5 yrs of soccer experiance dont mean shit in this league, i dont get this coach, she doesnt deserve my respect, she doesnt show respect. And u kno where she put me? Midfield, she knows i cant run....she put me there....just to give me sumthin to do, just to get me outa the way, just cause she knows if she doesnt put me on she'll look bad....................................such a bitch........

I'll never like soccer in the same way that i did again. Not much else to say, plus i gotta eat. L8z ......

Hosh~*^-^ (happy underneth!)

Right now it's morning, andyes, im in the library doing stuff. lol (writing in my blog) i hope id un get in trouble...ne wayz, l8ly has been pretty interesting and i think (for all those who kno) im feeling a bit better, well, maybe a lot maybe not, who knows? lol all i need is a positve attitude and a positive surrounding...*looks around to ghetto school* lol..maybe positive peoples to talk to, ne wayz i hate it when p[eople look @ wat im writing and i think they are....^-^ sayo, and btw, this weekend is Anime North! YAY! and 4 more weeks left of school WOOOHOOOOOOO.

Hoshi*

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